I wrote my story before couple days ago... now I'm more than sure that something is haunting me. Probably something from the old house where were live my boyfriend and his parents before.
Yesterday evening I was in really good mood and decided to sleep with my cats in living room in my apartment. When I came in I had a little bit feeling of anxiety, it comes from nowhere - no optimal reason. When I lied down and turn the lights off - this feel grows up so quickly and becomes insanely strong. I had a strong feel of presence - just behind my back - but I can't turn - it was just not possible. Cats were silent and one of them looking exactly the way where I feel IT.
It stops in one minute and I can turn and my cats beginning back to normal. I decided I should try to sleep - and had a terrible nightmare. I try to wake up, but something catch me and not allowed to - several times in one moment. I try to escape but I can't.
When I starting to awake in the morning I feel sick from my stomach - and this uncomfortable feel stopped after one hour.
Today I had a visit from my bf best friend. The talk by phone together and decided to try something. Because my bf feel something in the living room exactly like me few days before.
After that things happened before he got holy water with some herbs form the priest. I don't know about my bf dames before few days to my room when he was at work and do some ritual with.
He recommends me to do several cross, then put the finger to the water again and made a circle around myself.... I try it before some while - and it works in some way but.. nit completely
When I came back in time - to a my bf friends visit.... When we came back he smell something - he wasn't able to tell what but it was here - really and I smell it too. He don't know anything about that all - he just doing as my bf said to him by phone. And says it comes from the carpet, but not in the hall - but from the living room...
He turns off the lights after that.... and in few seconds the smell was almost gone - barely feel.
After that he made the circle around himself and going to the living room. He feels strong present too - and his voice started to shake. But after that he comes in and stay - he could "see" somebody sitting - but just few seconds - and it runs away - unfortunately to me through the wall. I feel almost the same intense anxiety and almost starting to cry like when I met IT before(my first post here). Friend of my bf asked me if I'm alright and I said yes - because I don't wanna bother him - he do more than he should.
I stay in the bedroom - where was the ritual with me few days ago by my bf. Feel uncomfortable - so I crossed myself several times and made the circle - it helps - as I wrote yet, but not fully. I clearly feel that the thing is right behind the door - in the hall, just too afraid of to come in. And that it's angry.
I had a strong panic attack when I seriously thinking about calling my dad and wants him to come and get me out of here. I was really terribly scared.
One of my friend do some ritual with candles - when I said that I feel it' s a girl about 15-16 years old - not a child but not a woman yet - my friend write to me that the crystal heart around her neck just fall off - but everything was alright with - there were no way how it could happen. She was in hers own apartment, by the way.... she connected to me and this place "only".
I started to feel serious pain in back and in my head too... and feels like it freezing and heating in the same time - my friend "on Facebook" feels it too.
I just want to know what I should do. Because I can't sleep well, can't almost thinking about something positive and feeling so tired
And my boyfriend comes back here after two weeks, maybe more. I decided that I really don't want to spent this weekend here, 'cause I have enough of this all. I'm too exhausted :/ But not sure if it will works.